And so it’s begun after many a days thinking it..

Just like that on a nondescript Thursday night on the 6th of June at 10.38pm just before bed I start my first blog.
With the feelings of hurt anguish and stress intermingled with determination conviction and hope I write.

With the knowledge that I can do it , praying that I have the strength to get through it, I write.

Am not one to dwell on the past , but the last one year have been eventful to say the least. From my husband deciding to take a break from work, to us deciding to leave the comfort of the known and move to a different country and becoming the sole bread winner in the family .. altogether the experience has been a chaotic,very traumatic emotional roller coaster.
Along with the late realization that those who we considered friends were not in truth real friends you suddenly find yourself standing on your own.

There is a certain liberation that comes in once all the expectations you have of people fall off. But the hurt of not having the people you were relying on to support you still remains.
Me and my goals and dreams that’s all that is left . So I ask myself among all the people I have known is there somebody who will help me rise. who will want me to become stronger and greater. Find those people and surround myself with them. That would be the purpose of my life.

On that note I say goodnight my friend. Thank you for listening in. And whoever you are and where ever you are please know I am there to support you too.